Oh, how i havent been on here in a longg time!!!

I am sitting here, in my dorm room, nothing but silence feels it.

I am officially a college student and i LOVE every second of it! They say college is the best four years of your life and i see where these people saying this are coming from! It is so true! everything is on a new, better level, its kind of like HD tv, that is the only comparison i could think of.

Yet, on another note, i wish i could get over this guy! honestly how do i? gjlakjfda gosh i tell myself not to text him, so i dont then i fail and i end up texting him or texting him back, freaking how do i get over him. he has a girlfriend now and nothing has hurt more then that!!! so i go to this party in hopes i wont think about him for the night whats he do he freaking calls me! i havent talked to him voice to voice in 4 months….